Anyways, it's been three days since Jax has been away and I'm so proud of myself for not missing him that much. Until tonight, that is. Today happens to be my mother-in-law's birthday and she requested little dude to be picked up so she could spend time with him as our "birthday gift" to her. That was fine because I was going to work anyway so I said yes. However, I'm here back home and I'm used to not having a sweet boy greeting me with a "Hi, ma!" at the door.
So, I thought to myself, this is how it feels when my baby becomes a teen and his dad is out on a race (Could he still be racing by then??!) or maybe they're together doing whatever boy-stuff. Oh, just thinking about it is making me sad. I really should cherish this period when Marcus says I'm his favorite and his best friend. Oh, baby, I need more time! Can we possibly freeze time and stay like this forever?
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